I believe dreams tell us things about our lives subconsciously.
And with that said I wonder what my mind is trying to tell me.
Lately I have had dreams about cigarettes.
Now I have never smoked a cigarette in my life, I don't even know how to smoke a cigar or a cigarette, I'm afraid to even try one for the fact of the matter.
But lately I have been having dreams about being a chain smoker, smoking in general, me smoking.
I also have been having dreams about heavy drinking too. Now I hate alcohol, it taste gross, I don't ever want to drink it, makes me throw up.
But for some reason I have had been having dreams of heavy drinking, being drunk, wanted to be drunk.
[Now even before these dreams a long time ago when I was in middle school I had urges to being reckless and foolhardy, I have always wanted to smoke weed or do some sort of drug, but I thought I moved past the stage]
Has anyone had any of these experiences?
What does this mean about me?
Is there something wrong with me?
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I am not your saint.
I am not your angel.
I am just me, Leaka.
The river that flows.
The river that creates.
That is me Leaka.